i found this picture you'd taken
of me just after my mother
became ill and came to stay
with us. i guess i didn't
smile very much after that
and caused you a
lot of worry. i'm sorry. i
wanted to mellow out, i
really did, and thought
i'd tried. i did.
but just look at me here!
as if my very best bud
were back in california
and dying! well, i guess
i should've thought more
positive, happier thoughts!
shoulda done this!
shoulda done that!
gosh, pm, i've been such an
awful friend! forgive me.
